10 years on but not forgotten

10 years today that you took that final trip without us, That you ventured on that journey despite of having us.

10 years has made your vivid memory now blurred imagery; forcing my ears to hear and recognise your voice evoked by my mind, is now a necessity in my process to recreate your energy

10 years has softened the edges you tore and eased the relentless pain I had never experienced before.

Yes, it no longer feels like the nightmare of yesterday, but still 10 years on and my tears are triggered when I hear your favourite song. The craving for a mothers touch is just as strong, beyond death the bond between mother and daughter never broken, the urgency remains for words unsaid to be spoken

Ten years on my heart is still broken

Xxxxxxx